TheDoctorArtist

Alright, so...not all of you know this, but for the past couple of years, I've been working on my own game. I went into this without knowing anything, which is why it still isn't finished. At any case, only recently have I been really putting the game out there. Multiple websites have the demo accessible for download, my Facebook Art Page is full of new snapshots, and so on. 

Recently, I've been entertaining the idea for a game trailer, to show off the places you can explore, the characters you can meet, the fighting aspect of it (traditional side-view RPG), and glances at various story plots to get the viewer's attention. 

The question is...SHOULD I make a trailer for my game? Years ago, when it was just getting started, I made some crappy previews to it. And now, well, at least now I know what I'm doing in both the video editing area and the video game developing area. I think it is a good idea, but would anyone out there want to see a trailer? Let me know in the comments below. 

I wonder if the stars at night
glisten with curiosity
as do the children who look up
at those very same beings. 

I wonder if the dark is as saddened
as the light when either disappear
from the views of one another
when the day or night befalls us. 

I wonder if lost loves and broken hearts
can be found again or mended
by simple means like suggestions
or careful friends who mirrors realism. 

I wonder if life once lived 
can be followed as a path 
like the countless clouds in the sky
are breathed into existence nearly the same. 

Wonder fills me like a glass of wine
making my mind fuzzy and feelings tipped
forever stuck as questions flowing through my soul
but rarely given the chance to be answered. 

I wonder how many questioning souls
have found their answers
if they have filled their curiosity
without filling the glass of interest. 

I wonder if I could ever be the same
as I stare into those twinkling stars
thinking about the dark and broken hearts
and trying to understand the path I go down. 

I wonder. 

If I didn't wonder...

...who would I be today without my curiosity? 

I wonder. 

Alright, I have to admit, that the fact that I listen to dubstep is just making my artwork so much better. 

I'm serious. 

Like...you have no idea. Well, I'm among a group of artists, so maybe you do know. But anyways, yeah. My better, or more colorful, or more detailed pictures are usually due to music, and that music is usually dubstep. So I'd advice, as just a test, to those who do NOT listen to dubstep while doing artwork, try it out! See what you can do with it. 

Another chapter of my life is drawing to a close. A few more sentences, and it will reach the end of its paragraph, and a new chapter will begin. 

As a writer, I'm very...uneasy right now. I'm in an insecure part of my life. Depression? It is a paralytic. Or rather...it can be. I will try my best to continue with my artwork, but I've...lost my imagination. Lost my...what's the word...creativity. One of the reasons why my artwork has gone to where it is now is because of what I had. Now? Well...the chapter can't be finished right now because my pencil has snapped. 

My mind. I'm growing insane. My mind has been infiltrated, and I've been compromised. So until I can secure my sanity once more, my life will be very...complicated. 

Anyways...I digress. My artwork. Expect darker art from now on. For a while, that is. If I can pull out of this, that'd be great. I need some support. From my real friends...the ones I can trust. The ones who wouldn't screw me over, not the ones that would lie to me with fake promises. I've had one too many in this case. 

Thank you. 

MasterAxelVIII, Who's this Doctor Artist? 
I've had some people ask me. "What's with this Doctor Artist thing?" 

Just to clarify, the Doctor Artist is my own personal creation. When I mean personal, its not truly original, as it is a custom regeneration of the Doctor, from a series called Doctor Who. He is a Time Lord, who travels the entirety of space and time. 

MY Doctor, titled the Doctor Artist, is, well, me. I have not set up a number for him yet, but someone did give me the idea of Regeneration Number 0. Zero. An absent number, one that isn't there but is all the same. So, a Doctor Regeneration that does not exist, yet does. Did he come before the first? Or after the last? He exists OUTSIDE of space and time, in a parallel universe. 

And he is me. 

The Doctor Artist is ALSO my public face. People who see my artwork should put this face as the face of MasterAxelVIII. He is me, this is he. SacAnime is usually where he/I shall be. If you see my artwork, please by all means stop me! Say hi to me! Shake my hand of just wave, and strike conversation with me! Are you an artist? PLEASE talk to me, lets share some tips, lets share some sketchwork! Last time I was at SacAnime, a Naruto cosplayer was fortunate to get custom artwork from me. I DON'T DO CUSTOM ARTWORK, PEOPLE! This was my first, quickly-drawn custom, IN INK, MIND YOU, for someone I just met. And for a short time, I considered that Naruto a sort of honorary companion.